Work -__-

When am I going to get a permanent position? I understand that most likely the higher ups don't want to invest on benefits a permanent employees is given but I'm way beyond past a probation period.

I don't know if I should ask this, but I need some type of definite answer as to where I stand. Can't I get someone to just tell me what's going on. I hate feeling like I'm just hanging from someone's whim.

To Roomate

What I exactly don't get is how someone can be so manupalutive that they can creaate circle of friends here and there making sure to make those people feel like they mean something to you. But in the end you are just one of those people who gets close to others and once they are not fun to you anymore you drop them mid air.


We are roomates but now that I can't offer the same connections or fun times with other people, you have just moved on and have gotten yourself other friends.


What bothers me the most is the way you put yourself as someone so vulnerable and charming but in the end it seems to be pretty much an act that you put up to keep yourself entertained.


I am quite surprised that you have been able to remain good friends with anyone for longer than a couple of years.


I can't wait until we no longer live together.


Anyong you manupalitve little beast

To future self...

Get a backbone and stop being so insecure for no reason.

Nothing good comes from just letting everyone think you a shy quiet and passive little girl who doesn't do any harm.


I think people really think that because I portray that personality, I can be walked be walked all over but that's not fair or true.


It seems like in this day and age everyone thinks they have to walked over those who are not outgoing o loud.


Sad times ahead, I am sure ~